First Post in Year 2017

Year 2017 edy...

Just realize that I did not update any post since long time ago.. 2 years..

Life is going on, but nothing special for me to record in my life.. maybe..

Beginning of the year, just few days passed, should be a brand new year for all..

However it seem like not a good year for me..

05 Jan 17
Unfortunate thing happened to me.. Feel embarrassed..
Luckily not many people saw and got to know..
Self-consolation..

06 Jan 17
Feel tired and moody suddenly..
Just like what I mention on my previous old post- "one year may have few days that I feel down and depression"..

Lack of motiveness in my life.. Bored bored days..

Found that I am not as tough as I thought..
Somehow I will be a fragile person as well..

May because of some not intentional words influence nor affect my sentiment..
Especially when I am moody..
May becomes too sensitive..

Although it may be true, but when I saw and it touch my sentiment, may feel hurt..
After a lapse of 7 or 8 years, even tears..
From my inner heart..

07 Jan 17
Recall today, actually is not a serious or big things..
Personal problem.. emotional instability sequelae..
Hopefully this kind of incident may not occur anymore..

Forget yesterday, persue to a better day of life today..


Kaitlyn
07th Jan 2017; 12.01pm

四月

每年当中，总有那几天让人心情低弱的日子，会让人觉得无力。。。
好想要一个悠长的假期来舒缓下生活的压力。。。
偶尔疯一下，可以忘了自己是谁。。。

心情一当不好，就会一直延续下去，不知哪天才会痊愈。。。
只望那一天能豁然的日子可以早一些到来。。

想想，这股让我感觉那般低弱的日子其实之中六以后就未曾有过。。
也算是蛮久了吧。。。毕竟已事过五六年了。。
哎。。。

希望这次所维持的时间不会太长。。。
不要去想那么多了，坚强一点吧。。
一定可以做到的，加油！！

凯琳
笔于二零一四年四月九日
上午 十一点二十分

Hard Rock Café- Melaka

Recently, have a visit on Melaka.
Yet, having our dinner inside Hard Rock Café, Melaka.
Accidentally, found an incredible band over there.
How Rock, Energetic and Awesome of these Band- NRG Band!!
Highly recommended for me- to those who loving the music so much!
Definitely your guys will enjoy in their music world!!


Regrettably, don’t know how long that band will stay over there.
So, do not miss and grab the chance to have a visit over there!
However, do remember that the cost of expenses in the Hard Rock Café may not cheap.
The prices may be considered quiet expensive for some people.
If you afford to do so, please don’t miss it.


* One thing to remind your guys is that the parking fees over there is quiet expensive.
So, do not park your car inside the car park if possible if you want to save your money.
However, this is only my suggestion.

My dearest, lovely Big daddy

Unable access to internet few days ago...
My internet service is granted back on 14th October 2012...
Log in to facebook to update all the recent news that I miss for few days...
However, saw a bad bad new...
My dearest, lovely Big Daddy passes away few days ago!!!
It’s just a nightmare to me...
I even can’t believe it...
Is it a joke? I don’t know...
In order to verify it, immediate double check the news over the related pages/ posts...
Oh, GOD, it’s really real...
My heart breaking...
Tears in my eyes...
I can’t think...
All the memories of you and me appear in my mind...
All things like happened yesterday only...
It’s seemed likes you still stay besides of me...
I even can’t believe that we did separate more than one year already...
How could this thing happen to you- My Big...
You such a best friend to me...
You such a Dad to me...
You such my advisor, my soul mate...
I still remember how you took care of me while I’m over there...
In the place that I’m not familiar with...

I still remember all of it...
Those things between both of us...
The pizza that you ask Sal to prepare in order we can have it in our lunch time for tomorrow hiking at Hume Lake...
Even thought at last I did not have it with you...
But what you done for me, it’s always keep on my mind...
I still remember...
The fruits beer that you give to me, Yolanda, Emily and Xiao Ling...
I thought you just kidding with me that you will bring it for me...
But you did keep it on your mind...
You remember it!!
And does give it to us in Eugene’s birthday party...
I still remember...
In my working times, you ask me to take a rest for a moment and resume my works back afterwards...
And the cookies that you give to me in C building- Sequoia building...
The deal/ secret make between both of us...
The barbeque that you make for us...
The party that you invited me to join in...
The hugs from you...
The things that you told to me...
The games that we play which you partner with me...
The heavy luggage that you help me to took when I want to leave over the place I’m stay...
As well as the advice from you on my Las Vegas trip...
And all the others things that you done for me...

Even I’m quiet mean to you... But you still treat me very good...
I’m so guilty about it...
Those things that I become mean to you...
The promises that i make to you but I’m not managed to fulfill in...
The day that not behave well to you......
Yet, I did do a lot of things that make you unhappy or disappointed with...
I can’t even know that you suffer with your health problems...
Why? How can I act like this to you?!!!
Really hate myself!!!
But, in my heart, you still my dearest lovely Big Daddy...
I’m really love you, Big Daddy...
That’s my true heart...
I seldom open my heart to anyone... except you...
Even the times that I met you not so long...
Just few months, but you really play an important role in my life...
You such an awesome guy for me as well as everyone who knows about you...
I believe that every people that knew about you while hear about this new will have same feeling with me...
Upset likes me...
I’m always thought about one thing...
If I’m giving an opportunity to go over U.S. again...
I’m 100% guarantee that I will goes to SNP in order to meet with you again...
However, I don’t even have this opportunity to meet with you anymore...
You always in my minds, and I believe that I will not forget you throughout my whole life...
You such an important person in my life...
No matter previous, now or in my futures times...
I believe I can’t even meet a guy like you anymore...
Thanks GOD for giving me a chance to meet with you in SNP...
An awesome guy over SNP...
Thanks GOD for giving me the chance to take part in your life...
And also in my life...
Even you not be here anymore....
But you still alive in my mind, my memories...
Never ended from now till future...
Miss and love you, my/ our Big Daddy- Isaias Gomez...

Broadband Internet Services...

Few months ago, sign for broadband services...
At first, the speed really quick fast...
But now, the speed becomes lousy and lousy...
Second things that make me feel disappointed are regard their services...
Charges extra amounts for my monthly fix payment...
Call the service centre to fix it up every month...
Until nowadays they still unable to solve my problem...
Just always asks me to pay...
Yet, bar my services every month...
Not only once in a month, but sometimes few times in a month...
After call them to unbar, haven’t able to connect to the internet, already bar back my services automatically...
Need me to call again...
Not only that...
Every time call to their customer services centre, no people pick up the phone for few minutes...
However the charges of my phone bills already start calculate...
After the OIC pick up the phone, need me to repeat the same things again...
After provide them the information that they request, asks me to hold my line again....
Is okay, I can wait if just a moment...
But, they always hold my line for few minutes...
After check it, they will repeat the same things as previous OIC told you...
Inform the overdue amount of your account again...
Then, as a customer, you may need to repeat the whole story again...
After listen to what you describe, they ask me to hold and he wants to check...
If you ask about other things, for instance how are your account statement or regards the wrong charges, the progress of your case, they will request me to hold and they want to check it again...
Same thing keep on repeating...
Non-stop...
I’m so curious neither their services nor the system their using currently...
May I know how lousy or even worst of their services are?!!
Is that they can’t saw or even access to our/customers account strictly?
By right, their system should have the customer records!!!
Those records may in the same file or in the system that under customer profile...
So, why they always ask me to hold my line and check it again???
In my opinion, they are able to see all the customer records right away without asking the customer to hold their line for few minutes...
If your system really likes that worst, then you should upgrade or change your system to a better version!!!
Ask, hold, check and wait...
Those steps may need use up unless 10 minutes...
If more than 20 minutes, is normal...
As you can see or count...
My phone charges for every times call to the service centre may not a smaller amount...
Every month call for few times...
Phones charges for calling them keep on increase...
Didn’t help customer to fix their problem but make trouble to them!!!
Back to realistic...
Even you try all sources to make the complaint...
I still encounter the same problem every month...
As a company that provide services, they really can become most terrible service Provider Company...
Is time to cut off these services already once my contract mature...
Please don’t provide these kinds of services to the customers...
Not only your company image becomes poor, yet customer will lost their trustworthiness to your brand...
Nowadays is hardly to make customer loyal towards some things but the opposite feeling about it really very easy....
Speechless regards their services...
Really feel disappointed!!!
Hopefully next month neither me nor they need not to repeat the same scenario again...

糟糕透顶的一周。。。

烦躁，烦躁，烦躁。。。
不爽，不爽，还是不爽。。。
这几天的心情真是糟透了！！！
终于到了忍无可忍的地步，快要爆发了！！！

想笑却笑不出。。就算对你好的人和你说话，你也会黑着脸似的。。。
讨厌死这样的自己了！！！
不满的不光是别人的所作所为，甚至还包括自己的，糟透了！！！

开始觉得人善被人欺这句话是对的。。。
有时给脸色别人看也有好处。。。
会让别人觉得你不是一个好欺负的人，也不会对你太过。。。

一件又一件不如意的是接踵而来，让人喘不过气！！！为什么就没有一件好事发生在你的周围呢？？？
不解。。。
唉。。。
只能怪自己倒霉嘛。。。

有太多要做的事，却没有一件实事办好的。。。
时间一点一滴的流失。。。
然人无所失措。。。
天呀，可不可以给我多一些写的时间呢？？？
为什么时间流失的那么得快啊？？？
有谁能告诉我吗？？？
哎。。。

只希望，
希望明天会是美好的一天。。。
我想做的事都可以在明天搞定，该收的东西收得到，
那样对我来说就真的是太完美了。。。

明天，美好的明天呀，你快来吧！！！
不要再让我等下去了。。。
拜托啦！！！
Please...

Medallion...

Recently, very busy….

Is that I worried too much, is it because I carry too much things on my shoulder, is that I worry so much about the foresight of others and unable express what I feel, I do not know….

Just hope and wish other peoples will not give me trouble and heavier burden of me…

Every times also like that, when you are very busy, something new problems will arise without you acknowledge and need you to solve it in short span of time…

Always said no choice is my choice…

But, is that I really have no choice….

Right…

In this few days, I really can appreciate- “no choice is my choice” – the true meaning of it…

You will not ever know what your feeling is unless you force by others and you need to experience it…

I think, I need strength to make me be brave…

If can, I really hope that I can apply self esteem maintenance kit into my daily life!!!

I need those resources apply in my life…. I need those resources to help me growth…

If I have “Medallion”- I think I could be more honest to myself…

I want to be myself own choice maker…

Do not ever influence by others and follow what others said and let those people back step on me…

But why did I unable to do, do what I want to do, stay away from everything - feel relieved

I just want live in a peaceful environment, does not means that I am a person who can bully…

Oirginia Salin mentions that the problem is not the problem; coping is the problem…

“We have choices, especially in terms of responding to stress instead of reacting to situation”…

I hope Salin Therapeutic Belief is true, and really can be applying in my own…

Step by step, help me to cope all of my problems and become our own choice maker….

Just discovered

After study around two years in University, just know that many of my course mate still receive pocket money from their parents in order to continue their studies and life in the university….

I’m quite surprise that how come have such many people still need their families supported even though they already 21 years old???

Aren’t that if you no matter he or she are 21 years old already that means they are big enough?

After 21 years old, we should not depend on families, right?? Because we are adult and become dependents already, right?!!

Then, how come although they said there are mature and had receive “key” already, they still want receive pocket money from their families??

Very confuse…

When I enter to university, in the first few months in semester one, I really got receive some pocket money from my mom… But after that, even though my mom asks me and wants to give money for me spends in University, I really don’t want take that money from her already…

Is not because I have much money to spend… is just because I don’t want depends on others to survive... I will depends on my PTPTN to survive in my daily life… although that money is not so much, but I think it is enough if we do not misuse that money…

Maybe everyone have different perception and perspective regarding this issue…

And in my point of view, I just feel that:

I already big enough… I have my own though, life and needs and wants…and its all are not related to my families members… therefore, if possible, I really don’t want ask for other people helps and don’t want always depends on others…

I want to be a dependent person… even though in reality I always feel that I’m very independent… but, I will try my best…

In my memories, some people say that I quite dependents, but in fact, I’m not… maybe because our belief is not same… but I really got take some effort on it… and maybe this effort can seem by others…therefore, they said I am a dependent person…

Sometimes, when I look through my friends, some of them quite dependents… they live in their way of life… does whatever that they want, need not to thinks so much… live for them but not others…

In my mind, I really envy them… hope in the near future; I also can become like that… become so independent…

Daily life

not feeling good... ...

hate my university... lousy management...

really hope that i can leave this University soon...

But, still have two more semester to go...

so, what can i do...

Always stay at here... do nothing... feel bored...

when look through others friend, they seem like very enjoy their life...

then, what going wrong with me?!!

really dunno what can i do...

so, decided make may life full with different activities....

need not think so much...

by doing so, hope that i can feel better...

0(^-^)0

三月二日

三月二日 星期二

明天，是我的生日～
并没打算庆祝，也没甚好庆祝的～
不知为什么会有这种感觉～　或许这并不许任何的理由～
只是单纯的不想庆祝～
晚餐~并未感觉有什么特别～
只是在想着几点走呢？！
没有奇怪的感觉，也未发现有啥不妥～
突然，生日歌响起～　没什感觉～
只想着～　咦～　今天有人生日哦~
尝试看看四周～
是谁呢？？
Oh NO!!! Is me?? Aiyo～ so blur 啦～～
我并不知吖~感觉好笨哦！！！ My GOD～
ＷＨＹＬＡＨ～～　ＡＬＷＡＹＳ LIKE ＴＨＡＴ　ＯＮＥ～　Ｓｏ　ＳＴＵＰＩＤ　ｌａｈ～～
不知如何应对了～～并不大懂得应付这种场面～～不知如何是好，该做什么？！！只好拍几张照片留念～～
哈哈～～刚好今天有戴帽子～～我想并不太看到脸吧～～
无论如何，也蛮特别的～～
许愿～～Ａａｉ～难题又来了～～
该许什么愿呢？！！　想了蛮久一下～～
最终也许了～～希望不久的将来愿望会成真～～虽然那似乎是非常渺茫的事～～
但～～还是希望愿望可以成真～～　真的真的非常希望哪一天会到来～～

感谢～感谢帮我庆祝的人～～
谢谢他／她们的这份用心～这份心意～
虽然并不是什么了不起的事情～但真的非常感谢他／她们为我庆祝～～
当然～也非常感谢ＳＭＳ来WISH 我的朋友～
虽然身处不同的地方~也许就没见面~~
但真的很高兴你们没有忘记我的生日~~
SMS来WISH我～～真的非常高兴~
只想说～谢谢你们~~不管是帮我庆祝的，SMS来WISH我的，仰或是在课室里WISH我的～～
真的真地感激你们在这天带给我的祝福～只想说～～一声祝福~~真的 more than enough～～
但愿～～自己已不会忘记你们的生日～～
虽然祝福并不是什么特别或值钱的东西～～
但对我来说却有着非常大的意义～～
希望你们也感觉如此～

Happy Birthday- Jess

Happy Birthday to my dear friend, Jessica...

Wish you all dreams come true and have a nice day...

Even thought we not accompany you in this "big day", but still hope that you will have a day that full with happiness and meaningful....

May today be one of gladness filled with laughter and good cheer as you celebrate...

miss you.... muacks...

Thanksgiving ceremony...

21/11/2009, 星期五，该是我回家的日子。。。

但，因今晚是PHP为member举办的thanksgiving ceremony的日子，所以就待在金宝。。。

可惜。。。天空不作美，竟然下起雨来。。。

唉，没办法，唯有撑着雨伞走路去。。。希望不会迟到就好。。。

幸好，只是刚开始，当时松了一口气。。。

进到auditorium room时，刚开始播movie。。。

刚动，真的很感动。。。也有好一阵子没有被一套戏感动到流眼泪了。。。

真的是一部很值得看的戏。。。-“Pay It Forward”也译作“把爱传下去”。。。

虽然，主角最终不幸去世了。。。但，我觉得他想要做的是毕竟是成功了。。。

虽然可惜，但谁也忘不了他的那一份“真心”，是多么的纯洁。。。

相信人与人之间，还是存有“爱”的。。。

有空的朋友，不妨看看。。。或许有些人，第一次，第二次看都没有什么感觉，但，我是真的被感动到了。。。希望大家会用心来看这部戏。。。

Movie review过后，是颁发certificate给member的时间了。。。

虽然段战，但过程也栓蛮温馨的。。。

完成整个module的会员，都分享了他们的感想。。。虽不是很“formal”的感觉，但也觉得很“warm"...

我想，要向他们般偶尔参加一些活动，那在大学的生活才不至于被白白浪费掉，且又让人回味的价值吧。。。真想像他们一样，active起来。。。

不知不觉，也到了结束的时间。。。当然，我们也不会忘了把这这重要的一刻拍下来，作为纪念。。。

就像老实说的，这不是一张普通的"cert",而是一张需要我们经过一些课程，学了一些技巧，人是人与人之间的一种关系而得来的。。。

虽然不知是否真的做到，但“we love, we care, we share" 这句slogan我会牢记在心的。。。

希望在我往后的日子可以付诸于行动。。。

Module three, 希望可以在里面学习到更多，令人期待的。。。

怕。。。

很怕，真的很怕。。。

昨天刚考完试，今天拿起来看时，竟然发现有很多都做错了。。。

算算自己可以得到的分数。。。

心顿时凉了。。。

怕。。。怕需要从新读过。。。怕。。。怕需要从新考过。。。

怕。。。怕又要浪费钱。。。

焦虑。。。

怪，只能怪自己。。。

但，

但愿一切都还好。。。

Malacca...

09-08-2009- Trip in Malacca…

In my opinion, that is no reason for me goes to Malacca…

In my point of view, Malacca is the place that is bored and not attractive at all…

But, after I go there, I know what I think is wrong… Actually, Malacca is a nice place…

Many history places can see at there… Furthermore, environment at there are nice…

Walk in a long distance at there… feel hot and tired… but never mind, still enjoy…

Dinner at Malacca… the place that is very famous… wait for one hour more until 9.00p.m.to have a dinner at that shop- Capitol Restaurant…

Even thought, the environment and the size of the shop is just like normal shop and small, but still have many people will chose to eat at there… after we have our dinner, still have many people waiting at outside… I think that they need to wit until 11.00p.m. Only can have their dinner at there… patient ya, k…

Then, after that, we go to the place that “eyes of Malaysia” built at…

Walau eh… hard to go there… the roads seem like not systematic for me… miss one “road” also need to spend a long time to get back the right road to go there… or maybe because we don’t know the short cut of it…

Desire to go there and take the photo while it builds in KL… Unfortunately no chance for me…

Feel happy finally have opportunities to take picture and sit inside of it at Malacca…

For me, the price of ticket is very expensive… just a few minute cost us around RM 10…

All of us 5 people also need to spend RM 50 for that few minutes… But my sister friend said: “just get inside, need not to think coz we already at there…” then…haha…need not used my money also can enjoy it… so good…

Go back to hotel after that… really feel tired and sleepy today…

However, feel happy too… try different things that I didn’t experience before…

Hope that I can experience more next time…

KL...

07-08-2009

Sister Convocation… we (family) go to KL attend the convocation on 08-08-2009…

Before go, need to do the individual assignment… feel rush, then din sleep for two days to rush for assignment…

Want to attend, therefore need to sacrifice something…

Go to KL…

So good, this kind of feeling… long time didn’t go out from Ipoh and Kampar already…

Always stay at Ipoh and Kampar, feel bored… don’t know what happened at outside… Seem like “frog under the well”…

Take many pictures and eat different kinds of food at there… very enjoy and delicious…

Unfortunately, didn’t have time for me to take picture inside the hotel… environment at the hotel really beautiful… really love it…

30th August 2009

30th August 2009…
Actually should go out celebrate coz tomorrow is our country national day and my best friend birthday…
However, I chose to stay at home… sorry, friend coz didn’t attend your birthday party…
Hope you will forgive me…
Just want to wish you all the best and wish you all dreams come true, girl… smile always… really love you and care of you, k…
All at all, sorry for any inconvenience…

fall in sick....

Sick already… so cham…

Long time din like that, suddenly fall in sick, make me feel a bit happy and worried…

Happy…. Many people will feel weird… but, actually, sometimes fall in sick, make me fell that I miss these kinds of suffer…

Worried… worried that I bear in H1N1… but luckily, just normal ill only…

Fevers, flu, coughs around 4 days… until now still not recover yet… go to school also need to wear mask… make me hard to take a breath… when want to say something also hard…

some more, my coughs become worst… cough until I feel that my throat become hurt and pain already… dunno when will cough until have blood only…

Fall in sick, actually cannot eat many things… but I still got eat the food that are not allow eating… maybe, I want my throat become worst until cannot voice out any single words…

Last time cannot voice out is two years ago already… miss this kinds of feeling and situation…

Watch the movie and sleep only… never sleep this much… one day spends more than 12 hours sleep without do nothing… but still feel that very tired and not enough rest yet…

Hope can sleep more and more….

However, sick make me feel that I very lonely also… no people know that you are sick already and will care of you… ok, never mind, in futures, I will feel very blissful once that is a people really care of me occur… I think every people who fall in sick will have this kinds of feeling… hope I not mistaken…

Go to school… generally, few of my classmate also sick like me… dunno is because our problem or environmental factors…

Therefore, at here, just hope all of you no matter people that I know or I dunno, really need to take care your own health with careful… drink more water, and don’t wait until throat feel dry only drink water… if not, will suffer later… remember ya…

about quiz...

心情非常差。。。

伤心，失望，低落的感觉蜂涌而出。。。

应该是刚刚考完quiz的关系吧。。。结果并未达到自己的期盼，不但如此，还考得很烂，说真的，我真的非常讨厌这种感觉。。。

这个结果，令我有一种想哭的感觉，而在不自觉间，原来，眼泪早已在眼眶里打滚。。。低落的感觉说不出口。。。这种感觉真得很糟。。。

但，又能干啥呢？？？只能怪自己做得不好，不够努力。。。

虽说如此，可心里还是有一种不甘心的感觉。。。

我想，这就是所谓的人生吧。。。不如意事十常八九。。。种种的困难都要自己面对，解决。。。过错，伤心是一时；但错过，却是永远的后悔。。。

考那么烂的成绩，只能怪自己平时太懒散了。。。将所有要做的事都推到最后一分钟才肯动手做。。。不到最后一分钟都不急，管它天塌下来还是怎样。。。

但，我想，以后再也不能这样了。。。要积极一点才行。。。不可以继续以这样的生活态度过活。。。要不然永远都不会进步，改变。。。只有一味的后悔和失败感。。。

总之，从今天开始，要开始一点一滴的改变，不可以再蹉跎岁月下去了。。。

反正，年龄也老大不小了，再不努力的话，就一切都完了，什么愿望都无法达成。。。

现在开始，要把握现在，掌控未来。。。不可再一成不变。。。。。。

Barbeque (Saturday, 21/02/2009)

Saturday, our group having a barbeque in our course mate house…
So, this week I didn’t go back to my hometown…
Most of us join in this event… and just have three of our course mate didn’t joint in…
Actually, by having a barbeque, that have a lot of things need prepared…
But, most of us didn’t help them to prepared… so, thanks for you guys who help inside to make our party go on with smooth and successful…
Wah… so hot lah when I want grill the food…
All smoke is going up, then come to my face… make me want cry already…
Even thought like that, but I still continue to grill my food…
No matter what happened, I still want grill it’s…
Coz, barbeque is like that one mah… all of us will become dirty and wetly…
But how? We all enjoy it; right… so, we call it’s as crazy barbeque night…
Take picture, eating, play game… in addition, celebrate course mate birthday…
“Happy Birthday, Therra… Wish you all the dreams come true…k…” (see, her eat corn that i grill just now)... hehe...
So full lah… we really eat too many already… the food is so nice… Even thought the food is not healthy…
Happy day… all of us just continue laughing, laughing and laughing…
Haha… all of us just like crazy already…
Doing some stupid thing… especially our course representative and Choi Wan…
“Shock” lah, two of them…want to know what’s going on… mmm… is secret… hehe…
Some of our course mate is very, very active…
They play water until their body fully wet…
We too noisy, until the neighbor complaint which is more than one time…
Who care… we still continue our party like previous to…
Night already… people start going home…
Some of us just go inside the house chatting, play with their pets- rabbit…
So cute… I also wish I can have some pets…
After a while, all of us go back…coz really feels sleepy already…
But why arr…when go back on-line…
Thru msn there… one of our course mates say feel sed... Die loh… Will boycott by all of us…
Confuse… don’t know what happened… weird lah…
Whatever lah… we still feel very enjoyable tonight…
Thanks for having this crazy barbeque night…

HAPPY DAY

Hee… just now finish edit my assignment…
After that, send to my group member to have a look…
Haha… after he take a look, he say is ok… just need to edit a bit…
And, he says he like some part of my assignment…
Wah!!! Oh my god… he likes it… didn’t say anything will hurt my feeling, and call me to redo it….
Really feel very, very happy…
You all don’t know arr… My group member, always want be the best one…
If he don’t like or thought our assignment is too bad, he won’t give face to us one…
Even though he didn’t say our assignment is very bad or not hit to the point, but he will use the better or good words ask us think for it, or give his opinion to us…
At that time, you should know, this meant what loh…
So, when he says my assignment part is ok, I really don’t worried already…
Of course, still need our lecturer have the same opinion, it will be better…
Huhu… see… it show that I can do it without your help one…
I know I have my authority and responsibility to finish my required work…
Just is before you don’t trust or believe I also have my ability to do the work or assignment…
Of course, until now, I still believe you have the same mind set…
For you, my image or my work is worse…
But, did you know???
If “I think I can, I can”
Except of this… another reason is… hehe…
My sister just goes back from her trip to Hong Kong…
And she got buy some souvenirs for me… include t-shirt, belt, watch and…
Haha… very feel very, very happy…Yeah…
Have many, many present which is need not me paid for it…
haha…
Don’t know when, is my turn to buy souvenirs for my family members…
Hopefully, I can go to tour soon…
But, I think now also should be ok…
Even though I didn’t go to tour, but, still have souvenirs, right…
Satisfied in this moment…