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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

fall in sick....

Sick already… so cham…

Long time din like that, suddenly fall in sick, make me feel a bit happy and worried…

Happy…. Many people will feel weird… but, actually, sometimes fall in sick, make me fell that I miss these kinds of suffer…

Worried… worried that I bear in H1N1… but luckily, just normal ill only…

Fevers, flu, coughs around 4 days… until now still not recover yet… go to school also need to wear mask… make me hard to take a breath… when want to say something also hard…

some more, my coughs become worst… cough until I feel that my throat become hurt and pain already… dunno when will cough until have blood only…

Fall in sick, actually cannot eat many things… but I still got eat the food that are not allow eating… maybe, I want my throat become worst until cannot voice out any single words…

Last time cannot voice out is two years ago already… miss this kinds of feeling and situation…

Watch the movie and sleep only… never sleep this much… one day spends more than 12 hours sleep without do nothing… but still feel that very tired and not enough rest yet…

Hope can sleep more and more….

However, sick make me feel that I very lonely also… no people know that you are sick already and will care of you… ok, never mind, in futures, I will feel very blissful once that is a people really care of me occur… I think every people who fall in sick will have this kinds of feeling… hope I not mistaken…

Go to school… generally, few of my classmate also sick like me… dunno is because our problem or environmental factors…

Therefore, at here, just hope all of you no matter people that I know or I dunno, really need to take care your own health with careful… drink more water, and don’t wait until throat feel dry only drink water… if not, will suffer later… remember ya…

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

about quiz...

心情非常差。。。

伤心,失望,低落的感觉蜂涌而出。。。

应该是刚刚考完quiz的关系吧。。。结果并未达到自己的期盼,不但如此,还考得很烂,说真的,我真的非常讨厌这种感觉。。。

这个结果,令我有一种想哭的感觉,而在不自觉间,原来,眼泪早已在眼眶里打滚。。。低落的感觉说不出口。。。这种感觉真得很糟。。。

但,又能干啥呢???只能怪自己做得不好,不够努力。。。

虽说如此,可心里还是有一种不甘心的感觉。。。

我想,这就是所谓的人生吧。。。不如意事十常八九。。。种种的困难都要自己面对,解决。。。过错,伤心是一时;但错过,却是永远的后悔。。。

考那么烂的成绩,只能怪自己平时太懒散了。。。将所有要做的事都推到最后一分钟才肯动手做。。。不到最后一分钟都不急,管它天塌下来还是怎样。。。

但,我想,以后再也不能这样了。。。要积极一点才行。。。不可以继续以这样的生活态度过活。。。要不然永远都不会进步,改变。。。只有一味的后悔和失败感。。。

总之,从今天开始,要开始一点一滴的改变,不可以再蹉跎岁月下去了。。。

反正,年龄也老大不小了,再不努力的话,就一切都完了,什么愿望都无法达成。。。

现在开始,要把握现在,掌控未来。。。不可再一成不变。。。。。。