Unable access to internet few days ago...
My internet service is granted back on 14th October 2012...
Log in to facebook to update all the recent news that I miss for few days...
However, saw a bad bad new...
My dearest, lovely Big Daddy passes away few days ago!!!
It’s just a nightmare to me...
I even can’t believe it...
Is it a joke? I don’t know...
In order to verify it, immediate double check the news over the related pages/ posts...
Oh, GOD, it’s really real...
My heart breaking...
Tears in my eyes...
I can’t think...
All the memories of you and me appear in my mind...
All things like happened yesterday only...
It’s seemed likes you still stay besides of me...
I even can’t believe that we did separate more than one year already...
How could this thing happen to you- My Big...
You such a best friend to me...
You such a Dad to me...
You such my advisor, my soul mate...
I still remember how you took care of me while I’m over there...
In the place that I’m not familiar with...
I still remember all of it...
Those things between both of us...
The pizza that you ask Sal to prepare in order we can have it in our lunch time for tomorrow hiking at Hume Lake...
Even thought at last I did not have it with you...
But what you done for me, it’s always keep on my mind...
I still remember...
The fruits beer that you give to me, Yolanda, Emily and Xiao Ling...
I thought you just kidding with me that you will bring it for me...
But you did keep it on your mind...
You remember it!!
And does give it to us in Eugene’s birthday party...
I still remember...
In my working times, you ask me to take a rest for a moment and resume my works back afterwards...
And the cookies that you give to me in C building- Sequoia building...
The deal/ secret make between both of us...
The barbeque that you make for us...
The party that you invited me to join in...
The hugs from you...
The things that you told to me...
The games that we play which you partner with me...
The heavy luggage that you help me to took when I want to leave over the place I’m stay...
As well as the advice from you on my Las Vegas trip...
And all the others things that you done for me...
Even I’m quiet mean to you... But you still treat me very good...
I’m so guilty about it...
Those things that I become mean to you...
The promises that i make to you but I’m not managed to fulfill in...
The day that not behave well to you......
Yet, I did do a lot of things that make you unhappy or disappointed with...
I can’t even know that you suffer with your health problems...
Why? How can I act like this to you?!!!
Really hate myself!!!
But, in my heart, you still my dearest lovely Big Daddy...
I’m really love you, Big Daddy...
That’s my true heart...
I seldom open my heart to anyone... except you...
Even the times that I met you not so long...
Just few months, but you really play an important role in my life...
You such an awesome guy for me as well as everyone who knows about you...
I believe that every people that knew about you while hear about this new will have same feeling with me...
Upset likes me...
I’m always thought about one thing...
If I’m giving an opportunity to go over U.S. again...
I’m 100% guarantee that I will goes to SNP in order to meet with you again...
However, I don’t even have this opportunity to meet with you anymore...
You always in my minds, and I believe that I will not forget you throughout my whole life...
You such an important person in my life...
No matter previous, now or in my futures times...
I believe I can’t even meet a guy like you anymore...
Thanks GOD for giving me a chance to meet with you in SNP...
An awesome guy over SNP...
Thanks GOD for giving me the chance to take part in your life...
And also in my life...
Even you not be here anymore....
But you still alive in my mind, my memories...
Never ended from now till future...
Miss and love you, my/ our Big Daddy- Isaias Gomez...
