怕。。。

很怕，真的很怕。。。

昨天刚考完试，今天拿起来看时，竟然发现有很多都做错了。。。

算算自己可以得到的分数。。。

心顿时凉了。。。

怕。。。怕需要从新读过。。。怕。。。怕需要从新考过。。。

怕。。。怕又要浪费钱。。。

焦虑。。。

怪，只能怪自己。。。

但，

但愿一切都还好。。。

Malacca...

09-08-2009- Trip in Malacca…

In my opinion, that is no reason for me goes to Malacca…

In my point of view, Malacca is the place that is bored and not attractive at all…

But, after I go there, I know what I think is wrong… Actually, Malacca is a nice place…

Many history places can see at there… Furthermore, environment at there are nice…

Walk in a long distance at there… feel hot and tired… but never mind, still enjoy…

Dinner at Malacca… the place that is very famous… wait for one hour more until 9.00p.m.to have a dinner at that shop- Capitol Restaurant…

Even thought, the environment and the size of the shop is just like normal shop and small, but still have many people will chose to eat at there… after we have our dinner, still have many people waiting at outside… I think that they need to wit until 11.00p.m. Only can have their dinner at there… patient ya, k…

Then, after that, we go to the place that “eyes of Malaysia” built at…

Walau eh… hard to go there… the roads seem like not systematic for me… miss one “road” also need to spend a long time to get back the right road to go there… or maybe because we don’t know the short cut of it…

Desire to go there and take the photo while it builds in KL… Unfortunately no chance for me…

Feel happy finally have opportunities to take picture and sit inside of it at Malacca…

For me, the price of ticket is very expensive… just a few minute cost us around RM 10…

All of us 5 people also need to spend RM 50 for that few minutes… But my sister friend said: “just get inside, need not to think coz we already at there…” then…haha…need not used my money also can enjoy it… so good…

Go back to hotel after that… really feel tired and sleepy today…

However, feel happy too… try different things that I didn’t experience before…

Hope that I can experience more next time…

KL...

07-08-2009

Sister Convocation… we (family) go to KL attend the convocation on 08-08-2009…

Before go, need to do the individual assignment… feel rush, then din sleep for two days to rush for assignment…

Want to attend, therefore need to sacrifice something…

Go to KL…

So good, this kind of feeling… long time didn’t go out from Ipoh and Kampar already…

Always stay at Ipoh and Kampar, feel bored… don’t know what happened at outside… Seem like “frog under the well”…

Take many pictures and eat different kinds of food at there… very enjoy and delicious…

Unfortunately, didn’t have time for me to take picture inside the hotel… environment at the hotel really beautiful… really love it…

30th August 2009

30th August 2009…
Actually should go out celebrate coz tomorrow is our country national day and my best friend birthday…
However, I chose to stay at home… sorry, friend coz didn’t attend your birthday party…
Hope you will forgive me…
Just want to wish you all the best and wish you all dreams come true, girl… smile always… really love you and care of you, k…
All at all, sorry for any inconvenience…

fall in sick....

Sick already… so cham…

Long time din like that, suddenly fall in sick, make me feel a bit happy and worried…

Happy…. Many people will feel weird… but, actually, sometimes fall in sick, make me fell that I miss these kinds of suffer…

Worried… worried that I bear in H1N1… but luckily, just normal ill only…

Fevers, flu, coughs around 4 days… until now still not recover yet… go to school also need to wear mask… make me hard to take a breath… when want to say something also hard…

some more, my coughs become worst… cough until I feel that my throat become hurt and pain already… dunno when will cough until have blood only…

Fall in sick, actually cannot eat many things… but I still got eat the food that are not allow eating… maybe, I want my throat become worst until cannot voice out any single words…

Last time cannot voice out is two years ago already… miss this kinds of feeling and situation…

Watch the movie and sleep only… never sleep this much… one day spends more than 12 hours sleep without do nothing… but still feel that very tired and not enough rest yet…

Hope can sleep more and more….

However, sick make me feel that I very lonely also… no people know that you are sick already and will care of you… ok, never mind, in futures, I will feel very blissful once that is a people really care of me occur… I think every people who fall in sick will have this kinds of feeling… hope I not mistaken…

Go to school… generally, few of my classmate also sick like me… dunno is because our problem or environmental factors…

Therefore, at here, just hope all of you no matter people that I know or I dunno, really need to take care your own health with careful… drink more water, and don’t wait until throat feel dry only drink water… if not, will suffer later… remember ya…

about quiz...

心情非常差。。。

伤心，失望，低落的感觉蜂涌而出。。。

应该是刚刚考完quiz的关系吧。。。结果并未达到自己的期盼，不但如此，还考得很烂，说真的，我真的非常讨厌这种感觉。。。

这个结果，令我有一种想哭的感觉，而在不自觉间，原来，眼泪早已在眼眶里打滚。。。低落的感觉说不出口。。。这种感觉真得很糟。。。

但，又能干啥呢？？？只能怪自己做得不好，不够努力。。。

虽说如此，可心里还是有一种不甘心的感觉。。。

我想，这就是所谓的人生吧。。。不如意事十常八九。。。种种的困难都要自己面对，解决。。。过错，伤心是一时；但错过，却是永远的后悔。。。

考那么烂的成绩，只能怪自己平时太懒散了。。。将所有要做的事都推到最后一分钟才肯动手做。。。不到最后一分钟都不急，管它天塌下来还是怎样。。。

但，我想，以后再也不能这样了。。。要积极一点才行。。。不可以继续以这样的生活态度过活。。。要不然永远都不会进步，改变。。。只有一味的后悔和失败感。。。

总之，从今天开始，要开始一点一滴的改变，不可以再蹉跎岁月下去了。。。

反正，年龄也老大不小了，再不努力的话，就一切都完了，什么愿望都无法达成。。。

现在开始，要把握现在，掌控未来。。。不可再一成不变。。。。。。

Barbeque (Saturday, 21/02/2009)

Saturday, our group having a barbeque in our course mate house…
So, this week I didn’t go back to my hometown…
Most of us join in this event… and just have three of our course mate didn’t joint in…
Actually, by having a barbeque, that have a lot of things need prepared…
But, most of us didn’t help them to prepared… so, thanks for you guys who help inside to make our party go on with smooth and successful…
Wah… so hot lah when I want grill the food…
All smoke is going up, then come to my face… make me want cry already…
Even thought like that, but I still continue to grill my food…
No matter what happened, I still want grill it’s…
Coz, barbeque is like that one mah… all of us will become dirty and wetly…
But how? We all enjoy it; right… so, we call it’s as crazy barbeque night…
Take picture, eating, play game… in addition, celebrate course mate birthday…
“Happy Birthday, Therra… Wish you all the dreams come true…k…” (see, her eat corn that i grill just now)... hehe...
So full lah… we really eat too many already… the food is so nice… Even thought the food is not healthy…
Happy day… all of us just continue laughing, laughing and laughing…
Haha… all of us just like crazy already…
Doing some stupid thing… especially our course representative and Choi Wan…
“Shock” lah, two of them…want to know what’s going on… mmm… is secret… hehe…
Some of our course mate is very, very active…
They play water until their body fully wet…
We too noisy, until the neighbor complaint which is more than one time…
Who care… we still continue our party like previous to…
Night already… people start going home…
Some of us just go inside the house chatting, play with their pets- rabbit…
So cute… I also wish I can have some pets…
After a while, all of us go back…coz really feels sleepy already…
But why arr…when go back on-line…
Thru msn there… one of our course mates say feel sed... Die loh… Will boycott by all of us…
Confuse… don’t know what happened… weird lah…
Whatever lah… we still feel very enjoyable tonight…
Thanks for having this crazy barbeque night…