Broadband Internet Services...

Few months ago, sign for broadband services...
At first, the speed really quick fast...
But now, the speed becomes lousy and lousy...
Second things that make me feel disappointed are regard their services...
Charges extra amounts for my monthly fix payment...
Call the service centre to fix it up every month...
Until nowadays they still unable to solve my problem...
Just always asks me to pay...
Yet, bar my services every month...
Not only once in a month, but sometimes few times in a month...
After call them to unbar, haven’t able to connect to the internet, already bar back my services automatically...
Need me to call again...
Not only that...
Every time call to their customer services centre, no people pick up the phone for few minutes...
However the charges of my phone bills already start calculate...
After the OIC pick up the phone, need me to repeat the same things again...
After provide them the information that they request, asks me to hold my line again....
Is okay, I can wait if just a moment...
But, they always hold my line for few minutes...
After check it, they will repeat the same things as previous OIC told you...
Inform the overdue amount of your account again...
Then, as a customer, you may need to repeat the whole story again...
After listen to what you describe, they ask me to hold and he wants to check...
If you ask about other things, for instance how are your account statement or regards the wrong charges, the progress of your case, they will request me to hold and they want to check it again...
Same thing keep on repeating...
Non-stop...
I’m so curious neither their services nor the system their using currently...
May I know how lousy or even worst of their services are?!!
Is that they can’t saw or even access to our/customers account strictly?
By right, their system should have the customer records!!!
Those records may in the same file or in the system that under customer profile...
So, why they always ask me to hold my line and check it again???
In my opinion, they are able to see all the customer records right away without asking the customer to hold their line for few minutes...
If your system really likes that worst, then you should upgrade or change your system to a better version!!!
Ask, hold, check and wait...
Those steps may need use up unless 10 minutes...
If more than 20 minutes, is normal...
As you can see or count...
My phone charges for every times call to the service centre may not a smaller amount...
Every month call for few times...
Phones charges for calling them keep on increase...
Didn’t help customer to fix their problem but make trouble to them!!!
Back to realistic...
Even you try all sources to make the complaint...
I still encounter the same problem every month...
As a company that provide services, they really can become most terrible service Provider Company...
Is time to cut off these services already once my contract mature...
Please don’t provide these kinds of services to the customers...
Not only your company image becomes poor, yet customer will lost their trustworthiness to your brand...
Nowadays is hardly to make customer loyal towards some things but the opposite feeling about it really very easy....
Speechless regards their services...
Really feel disappointed!!!
Hopefully next month neither me nor they need not to repeat the same scenario again...

糟糕透顶的一周。。。

烦躁，烦躁，烦躁。。。
不爽，不爽，还是不爽。。。
这几天的心情真是糟透了！！！
终于到了忍无可忍的地步，快要爆发了！！！

想笑却笑不出。。就算对你好的人和你说话，你也会黑着脸似的。。。
讨厌死这样的自己了！！！
不满的不光是别人的所作所为，甚至还包括自己的，糟透了！！！

开始觉得人善被人欺这句话是对的。。。
有时给脸色别人看也有好处。。。
会让别人觉得你不是一个好欺负的人，也不会对你太过。。。

一件又一件不如意的是接踵而来，让人喘不过气！！！为什么就没有一件好事发生在你的周围呢？？？
不解。。。
唉。。。
只能怪自己倒霉嘛。。。

有太多要做的事，却没有一件实事办好的。。。
时间一点一滴的流失。。。
然人无所失措。。。
天呀，可不可以给我多一些写的时间呢？？？
为什么时间流失的那么得快啊？？？
有谁能告诉我吗？？？
哎。。。

只希望，
希望明天会是美好的一天。。。
我想做的事都可以在明天搞定，该收的东西收得到，
那样对我来说就真的是太完美了。。。

明天，美好的明天呀，你快来吧！！！
不要再让我等下去了。。。
拜托啦！！！
Please...

Medallion...

Recently, very busy….

Is that I worried too much, is it because I carry too much things on my shoulder, is that I worry so much about the foresight of others and unable express what I feel, I do not know….

Just hope and wish other peoples will not give me trouble and heavier burden of me…

Every times also like that, when you are very busy, something new problems will arise without you acknowledge and need you to solve it in short span of time…

Always said no choice is my choice…

But, is that I really have no choice….

Right…

In this few days, I really can appreciate- “no choice is my choice” – the true meaning of it…

You will not ever know what your feeling is unless you force by others and you need to experience it…

I think, I need strength to make me be brave…

If can, I really hope that I can apply self esteem maintenance kit into my daily life!!!

I need those resources apply in my life…. I need those resources to help me growth…

If I have “Medallion”- I think I could be more honest to myself…

I want to be myself own choice maker…

Do not ever influence by others and follow what others said and let those people back step on me…

But why did I unable to do, do what I want to do, stay away from everything - feel relieved

I just want live in a peaceful environment, does not means that I am a person who can bully…

Oirginia Salin mentions that the problem is not the problem; coping is the problem…

“We have choices, especially in terms of responding to stress instead of reacting to situation”…

I hope Salin Therapeutic Belief is true, and really can be applying in my own…

Step by step, help me to cope all of my problems and become our own choice maker….

Just discovered

After study around two years in University, just know that many of my course mate still receive pocket money from their parents in order to continue their studies and life in the university….

I’m quite surprise that how come have such many people still need their families supported even though they already 21 years old???

Aren’t that if you no matter he or she are 21 years old already that means they are big enough?

After 21 years old, we should not depend on families, right?? Because we are adult and become dependents already, right?!!

Then, how come although they said there are mature and had receive “key” already, they still want receive pocket money from their families??

Very confuse…

When I enter to university, in the first few months in semester one, I really got receive some pocket money from my mom… But after that, even though my mom asks me and wants to give money for me spends in University, I really don’t want take that money from her already…

Is not because I have much money to spend… is just because I don’t want depends on others to survive... I will depends on my PTPTN to survive in my daily life… although that money is not so much, but I think it is enough if we do not misuse that money…

Maybe everyone have different perception and perspective regarding this issue…

And in my point of view, I just feel that:

I already big enough… I have my own though, life and needs and wants…and its all are not related to my families members… therefore, if possible, I really don’t want ask for other people helps and don’t want always depends on others…

I want to be a dependent person… even though in reality I always feel that I’m very independent… but, I will try my best…

In my memories, some people say that I quite dependents, but in fact, I’m not… maybe because our belief is not same… but I really got take some effort on it… and maybe this effort can seem by others…therefore, they said I am a dependent person…

Sometimes, when I look through my friends, some of them quite dependents… they live in their way of life… does whatever that they want, need not to thinks so much… live for them but not others…

In my mind, I really envy them… hope in the near future; I also can become like that… become so independent…

Daily life

not feeling good... ...

hate my university... lousy management...

really hope that i can leave this University soon...

But, still have two more semester to go...

so, what can i do...

Always stay at here... do nothing... feel bored...

when look through others friend, they seem like very enjoy their life...

then, what going wrong with me?!!

really dunno what can i do...

so, decided make may life full with different activities....

need not think so much...

by doing so, hope that i can feel better...

0(^-^)0

三月二日

三月二日 星期二

明天，是我的生日～
并没打算庆祝，也没甚好庆祝的～
不知为什么会有这种感觉～　或许这并不许任何的理由～
只是单纯的不想庆祝～
晚餐~并未感觉有什么特别～
只是在想着几点走呢？！
没有奇怪的感觉，也未发现有啥不妥～
突然，生日歌响起～　没什感觉～
只想着～　咦～　今天有人生日哦~
尝试看看四周～
是谁呢？？
Oh NO!!! Is me?? Aiyo～ so blur 啦～～
我并不知吖~感觉好笨哦！！！ My GOD～
ＷＨＹＬＡＨ～～　ＡＬＷＡＹＳ LIKE ＴＨＡＴ　ＯＮＥ～　Ｓｏ　ＳＴＵＰＩＤ　ｌａｈ～～
不知如何应对了～～并不大懂得应付这种场面～～不知如何是好，该做什么？！！只好拍几张照片留念～～
哈哈～～刚好今天有戴帽子～～我想并不太看到脸吧～～
无论如何，也蛮特别的～～
许愿～～Ａａｉ～难题又来了～～
该许什么愿呢？！！　想了蛮久一下～～
最终也许了～～希望不久的将来愿望会成真～～虽然那似乎是非常渺茫的事～～
但～～还是希望愿望可以成真～～　真的真的非常希望哪一天会到来～～

感谢～感谢帮我庆祝的人～～
谢谢他／她们的这份用心～这份心意～
虽然并不是什么了不起的事情～但真的非常感谢他／她们为我庆祝～～
当然～也非常感谢ＳＭＳ来WISH 我的朋友～
虽然身处不同的地方~也许就没见面~~
但真的很高兴你们没有忘记我的生日~~
SMS来WISH我～～真的非常高兴~
只想说～谢谢你们~~不管是帮我庆祝的，SMS来WISH我的，仰或是在课室里WISH我的～～
真的真地感激你们在这天带给我的祝福～只想说～～一声祝福~~真的 more than enough～～
但愿～～自己已不会忘记你们的生日～～
虽然祝福并不是什么特别或值钱的东西～～
但对我来说却有着非常大的意义～～
希望你们也感觉如此～

Happy Birthday- Jess

Happy Birthday to my dear friend, Jessica...

Wish you all dreams come true and have a nice day...

Even thought we not accompany you in this "big day", but still hope that you will have a day that full with happiness and meaningful....

May today be one of gladness filled with laughter and good cheer as you celebrate...

miss you.... muacks...